My skies are dark.

I very sui la. Seriously. Especially financially. But luck was really really bad as well. Firstly, my car service, from RM52 to RM400++, multiply by don't know how many times, see the previous post la, I knew it was A LOT like hell. And then it was few days ago, again car service, from RM200++ to RM400++, again multiply by 2. Ah remember my guitar broke and I'm kinda non-instrument now? If I wanna get one, cheapest maybe RM600+. So it's like now I'm at the negative level of my personal finance state.

Few days ago, I suffered extreme toothache that my tears flowed down my face automatically. Drugs do me good, they help me ease the pain and I might be addicted to it now. I went to the first clinic I spotted near my college. I had hard times looking for the stairs to get to the second floor cuz it seemed like it was suppose to be there. I looked like a fool asking people around and wander here and there for a few minutes! People kept telling me there was no clinic there but I was certained that I saw the board of the clinic! Finally a lady after that told me the clinic actually had closed already. In other word: bankrupt dah. Maaaaaaa le. And then I found another one nearby (thank God), and while I'm waiting for the dentist to squeeze me in as an emergency case for 15/20 minutes in the clinic, all of a sudden 'poooohhhfffff!', black out! Electricity down. I'm suppose to have discussion with my classmates so I asked for the next day's appointment and left.

Today, I saw a small dim of light in my life cuz it's the day I'm meeting the dentist. Maaaaaaaaa le. Light my ass ah. The dentist told me I have to do a surgical removal for the stupid tooth. Long story on this one but.. yea, it cost about four or five hundred. My whole world was almost crashing down la!!! I see no light in my life!

My financial state: super duper NE-GA-TIV-EEEEEE
My mood state: Awfully blue
My mouth state: Taste exactly like the clinic, smell of the medicine!
My level of consciousness: Low, cuz I kinda not believing that this is happening to me.
My emotional state: damn JIWANG
My level/area of pain: Maximum, on the tooth and gum and my heart.
My state of mind: Blank, still not believing all these crap.


Oh someone told me that toothache is the second most pain experience that a human can sense. First is giving birth to a baby. Wow. So when can I have my mercy? :(